Even Angels End Up Burned And Burried

i am inside a dream

2004-04-11T16:51:35Z

NEW JOURNAL

hey guys well guess what this will be my last post in this journal, i got a brand new one cuz this one is getting old and boring. so check it out

http://www.livejournal.com/~allmysins_said

leave me some comments, don't worry i'll add all of you kids back just remember to add me to

i know how this will end with apologies and ink of the page

2004-03-20T16:13:08Z

heeeeey guys, i don't even know how long it's been since i updated this thing but than again there really is no point. all the week days are exactly the same. like i can barely tell them apart anymore. and then weekends are sick but for some reason i don't remember a lot of them and it's not just cuz i probably drank i just don't remember what i did lol. life has become so boring lately, it's like all the same. weekdays go to school, come home probably do nothing. weekends it's go to the mall, go to shows, to go nu olms, and just drive around. i need something different. i wanna get into a band sooooooo bad. like every time i go to a show just makes me wanna get up on that stage more and more but theres nothing i can do about it till i can find cool kids that wanna play. all the kids i know that wanna play are like burn outs and shit. if i got into a good band then that's all i need. well neway tonight is The #12 Looks Like You at rutherford, omg i can't wait that's gonna be so sick. and before that me and nick are hitting up gsp, i found some old checks that i forgot to cash so i'm gonna get some cool new clothes. yea so in other words it's the usual weekend lol. yea that's enough of my bs i'll update again in like another month lol l8er

i have a block on my brain

2004-03-04T20:54:31Z

heeeey guys what's going on. man what a week. it's sucked so bad. like i don't even know what's going on anymore. i had hspa testing all week and if i didn't pass it i gotta take classes next year, it sux so bad. at least it fucked up the rest of the day, i didn't do any work at all besides those tests, not like i do any work anyway lol. but the worst thing was my parents wouldn't let me out of the house all week. it was terrable cuz a lot of stuff was going on this week. but i couldn't go to any of it. but i've been playing guitar non-stop for the past couple days, i've been coming up with good stuff lately, i just need a band goddamn it lol. oh well one day. well this weekend looks like it'll be a sick one, i hope it will be. tonight even though it's thursday nea is headlining a show i just hope people can go or else it'll suck. friday there's an acoustic show at rutherford and maybe i'll go drinking with britt flip and other kids from NA. saturday is alley's sweet sixteen i'll have to get all nice and spiffy for that hopefully i'll meet some cool new people too. sunday me and mel are hanging out, i still dunno what we're doing but hopefully it'll be something cool. well i hope this weekend turns out as good as it looks, well i'm bored and i got nothing else to say so l8er

she's walking on the sky, she's dropping lines

2004-02-28T15:45:28Z

one word, siiiiiick. man so much stuff has been going on i don't even know where to begin, over winter break i met some awesome new people, drank a lot lol, crazy parties, and all laughs. yea i quit shop rite on thursday, i feel free. like that job was just so bad, i couldn't take it for much longer. it's unbelievable. i was so happy just walking out of that place knowing i'll never have to work there again, unless i'm about to die from being broke, but i swear i'll find some place else to work, any place as long as it's not shop rite. hmmmm so what else is going on, last night was a show at rutherford, it was unreal. maybrigde played great, i got one of there shirts and pin. nea played an amazing set as usual, they got the crowd going crazy. and then aspen it is was incredable, those songs get better every time i hear them. and the escape egine was alright, i left after like 2 songs though. then i came back, and me nick and nea went to the meadowlands diner with aspen it is, it was pretty fucking fun, aspen are realy cool guys. yea i think that's about it. l8er kids

so call this a lesson worth being learned

2004-02-16T04:38:27Z

IMPORTANT

ok well i've been doing a lot of thinking lately. i've been under so much stress since the start of this school year and i've realized that a lot of it has to do with people. there are way to many people that cause drama and i'm fucking sick of it. like i don't wanna deal with it anymore. so i've decided to forget about all these people who cause drama. i've cleaned out my friends list cuz i don't even know how many of these people even know me. if you do consider me your friend leave a comment and i'll most likely add u back. i really just want to know who my true friends are so don't have to deal with all that bs with these other people. i just wanna stop like feeling depressed cuz people gotta go and start shit, i don't wanna be around that stuff. i just wanna hang out with cool people and have a good time so that's exactly what i'm gonna do. as of now i've cut all those people out of my life. yea so anyway it's february break, and i'm gonna try my best to make it the sickest break i've ever had. if u wanna hang out and make it even sicker then leave a comment or something. but yea once again if u would like to be re-added to my friends list leave a comment and i'll probably add u back. ok guys i'm out l8er

you lived by the gun, i hope you die by one

2004-02-09T04:09:31Z

hey guys, this weekend was deffently a good one, friday i had work but it wasn't too bad, i got out an hour early which ruled, i didn't really do anything else though. but then saturday oh man what a day lol. i woke up at 7:30 to call out of work, and then went back to bell till 10. i got ready and then i picked up nick, sabrina, annie, and scott. it started out fine but then i took a wrong turn on the park way and ended up on the turnpike somewhere lol. we got were lost for like 2 hours lol. we managed to find our way to the show in sayerville though. we got there just in time for nea's set and oh my god they played better then i've ever seen them play before. it sux that they got screwed over though. well anyway we all just hung out there. most of the other bands wheren't that good so it was kinda boring but it was cool hanging out with everyone. we left the show about 7:30 and went to doms. that was fucking great. i had a couple beers so nick had to drive sabrina home, and then the rest of us went to rutts hut and stuffed our faces. when we were done eating nick drove us around for a bit and then we he dropped us all off. that was the best day i've had in a while. and today was pretty cool. me and samir drove around for a bit. ended up going to best buy and guitar center. after that i dropped him off at jackies house and i went home and just chilled for the rest of the night. pretty good weekend. well i got nothing else to say so i'm out l8er

xouttheeyes0606 @ 2004-02-08T11:30:00

2004-02-08T16:31:24Z

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You Like To Read:	Everything
You Firmly Believe In:	Orange juice
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You Will Marry:	Britney Spears

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i wish i could play guitar like steve vai

2004-02-05T02:40:37Z

hey guys what's up, a lot's been going on lately which is both good and bad. monday we started the 2nd semester so i know have business law and health in place of gym and study. business law is cool it's easy for me and we get to go on trips and we have a mock trial, for once i picked a good class =). and my health class rules, i'm friends with most of the kids in the class and all we're gonna do is watch movies so that's another class i don't have to worry about. monday after school ruled. melissa, static, steve, jayb and me all went to the nevada diner and then to the mall. nothing but laughs all night. we need to do that again soon. tuseday was pretty uneventful as far as i remember. and today was cool but then it kinda majorly sucked to so yea i dunno. i got some grades for the 2nd marking period already, a 90 in history, a 68 in english and a 45 in algebra yay!!!! yea so it's safe to say i'm dead. it's called summer school baby lol. yea not cool at all. i just hope my parents don't take the car away from me, they can take whatever else they want but i need that car. anyway on a positive note, this morning penetti, rich, me, kenny and i think other people started singing songs before period 1 while penetti played his acoustic, omg that was great people where dropping money in his case and everything. so we did it again after school out in front but rich desided to start going crazy and took his shirt off so depaul told us to leave lol. so we went and started playing and singing stuff in front of rose buds for a bit, then me and kenny drove around a bit. we got some hot dogs and then went to guitar center. oh man sooo much cool stuff there but i can't afford any of it lol. oh well that's all i gotta say for now so i'm out l8er

and you can shut me out

2004-02-02T04:38:04Z

yea so it's been a couple days since the last time i updated and still nothing really is different lol. well things are a little better than last week. i've been doing pretty much the same stuff as usual. i think it did really bad in school this marking period, i hope i didn't do that bad, if i did then i'm kinda screwed but oh well shit happens. i'm trying to think if i did anything cool this week, i really can't think of anything though lol, oh man that's pretty bad. yea so i've worked 4 days in a row and i'm getting sicker of it by the day. friday wasn't bad though, it was dead and i was talking to this girl krysten all night so that pretty cool for being at work. after i got out of work on saturday, me and nick went up to puramas to hang out with aley and her friend jill. it was pretty cool. puramas is deffently better than hanging out around here, well not really better, but different which is what i need now. and today was the superbowl but instead of hanging out with people at a party, i was stuck at work till 10, yea so much fun. well anyway next weekend will deffently rule, i'm calling out of work to go to the skate and surf battle of the bands. NEA is playing so it'll be a good show. i got my car packed up and a ton of other people are going. i can't wait it's gonna be a fun day. ok well i'm tried as hell so i'm gonna go l8er

it seemed so easy to quit everything

2004-01-26T03:15:41Z

hey, first off i'd like to give a huge thanx to sam for making me that awesome new icon that was very cool of you. soooo anyway this weekend sucked. like i had a bunch of stuff planed out and i was really looking forward to it. those fun weekends are what get me through those shit weeks. but this just like went all wrong. i don't even really wanna talk about it i just wanna forget it lol. anyway not much has been going on lately. i'm quitting shop rite soon before i go completely crazy. i still have some sanity left and i'd like to keep it. after febuary i'm out. i'll probably end up working there again but i'll tell them to get me a better job there, unless i can find something better which probably won't happen cuz no matter what any job will be shit. i'm really hoping for snow cuz i need more sleep like desperately but of course it probably won't happen. man things really need to turn around, i gotta stop being so lazy and accutally do something. i've been looking around for a band so far no real luck but hopefully something will come soon. i went to the mall today hoping to get those bad ass nike's that i've been wanting but they stopped making them and they don't have any in my size which sucked but i got these cool ass converse all stars lol yea that was like the coolest thing of this weekend. oh man i dunno. well i don't feel like going off into a pointless rant about everything so i just hope next weekend will be better. ok guys i'm out l8er

bloody kisses from poison lips leave lovers dead in ditches

2004-01-22T03:17:16Z

hey guys long time no update well the reason for that is things have been kinda weird recently and i don't feel like going in to great detail about them and i'll just wait till everything is sorted out, so i won't mention it and avoid pointless drama which everyone likes to get into for some reason. well anyway the other reason i haven't updated lately is cuz nothing has been going on lol. yea things have been kinda boring lately. nothing ever happens, lifes so boring, and the only other thing is drama and who really wants to deal with that crap. i need to join a band. i have way to much time on my hands and i've been writting some sick riffs lately so if anyone knows people who wanna start a band or need a guitar player let me know. oh and also i wanted to know if anyone can make me or show me how to make one of those cool icons with a pic of myself. if anyone can help me with that i'd owe u huge and i'd love u forever. yea i think that's about it, ok kids i'm out l8er

i'm soooooo bored

2004-01-20T22:42:33Z

BASICS
- name: Mike
- nicknames : fro boy, afro man, and other references to my hair
- birthday: july 22 1986
- current location: belleville
- age: 17
- sign: cancer
- school: belleville high
- grade: 11
- romantic status: i don't even know
-ethnicity: polish and irish
- hair color: dark brown
-eye color: hazel
- piercings: none yet, but i want a lip ring and an eye brow ring
- height: 5'8 i think
-lefty or righty : lefty biotch
ARE YOU:
-funny: i've been told that once or twice
- hot: i'll let other people deside that
- friendly: usually
-amusing: i can be
- loveable: i think so
-caring: yea
- sweet: sure
- weird: lol deffently
- smart: i don't act it but i am
- outgoing: i try to be
-sarcastic: too much
- ambitious: depends
- bitchy: sometimes
- cocky: yea i can be a dick
- independent: yea
- lazy: very
- crazy: that's what the doctor said lol
- clueless: at times
- perverted: lol if u talk to me u should know that
- depressed: yea i try not to be though
- suicidal: suicide is for pussies
- innocent: nope
- artistic: very
- clothing: yea i do wear clothes
- makeup: no
- body art: i want some
EITHER / OR:
- coke or pepsi: pepsi
- club or houseparty: house party =)
- tea or coffee: coffee
- high achiever or easy-going: easy going
- cats or dogs: dogs
- DVDs or VHS: either way it's a movie
- mall or movies: depends
- matches or a lighter: either, fire is fire
- oprah or jerry springer: jerry springer is funnier
DO YOU...
- smoke: no
- do drugs: no
-have a crush: yea
- have a boyfriend/girlfriend: single =(
- have a dream that keeps coming back: falling down stairs
- have any gay or lesbian friends: you can never be sure these days
- believe in astrology: not really
- believe in magic: nope
- pray: no
- go to church: no
- have any secrets: wouldn't you like to know
- have any pets: 2 dogs
- go to or plan to go to college: yea
- talk to strangers who instant message you: stangers don't instant message me
- wear hats: yea
- hate yourself: sometimes
- sing in the shower: yea
- wear glasses/contacts: yea
- wear white socks: yep
- like to talk on the phone: yea- have your own phoneline: no
- like to dance: hardcore dance is cool
- sit by the phone all night waiting for a call: no sorry i'm not that pathetic
- save AOL convos: sometimes
- save emails: depends
- wish you were someone else: no
- wish you were a member of the opposite sex: deffently not
IN THE OPPOSITE SEX
-favorite feature: eyes, hair, sense of humor
- long/short hair: depends on the girl
- looks/personality: u gotta have both
- piercings: sure why not
-tan/fair: i don't care
- accent or american: depends on the acent
- punk/prep/thug: no thugs
- older/younger: age is just a number
- smart/dumb: smart
HAVE YOU EVER
- been so drunk that you blacked out?: maybe.... i don't remember...
- taken any illegal substances?: nope
- gone out in public in your pajamas? once or twice
- kept a secret from everyone? yea
- who knows your deepest ones? why would i tell u that
- wanted to hook up with a friend? yea
- cried during a flick? not that i remember
-had a crush on a teacher? nope
- thought an animated character was hot? sorry flesh and blood only
- prank called someone? yea it was fun
- been on stage? a couple times, i wanna get back
- kissed your cousin? i'm not a fucking hick
- ran away? no
- had an imaginary friend? when i was 2
- been in jail? can't say that i have
- cheated on a test? all the time
- been in the hospital? nope
- fell asleep in the shower/bath? yea lol
- been to a camp/retreat? yea
- broken something valuable? yep
- screamed at someone for no reason? yea
- said "I Love You" and meant it? yes
- stayed up until 4 AM? yea
- walked in on someone changing or showering? yea
- loved someone you had no chance with? no
WHAT IS
- the stupidest thing you've ever done? too many to even think of one
- most stupidest? i just answered that
- your most embarassing moment? once again to many to answer
- your most prized possession? my guitar
- the thing that makes you happiest? playing on stage
DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
- God: no
- devil: nope
- love: i don't know anymore
- heaven: no
- hell: nope
- superstitions: not at all

FAVORITES
- salad: aren't they all the same
- movie: fight club and mallrats =D
- type of music: rock music
- fast food: bk and wendy's
-ice cream: chocolate chip mint
- food: anything that tastes good
- soda: dr pepper
- song: the first time it shouldn't tast like blood - bno
- radio station: radio sux
- color: red
- candy: there all the same
- breakfast food: i don't care what's ever good
- fruit: apples
- scent: vanila
- day of the week: any day i have all to myself
- month: what the difference
- season: summer

QUESTIONS
- what jewelry do you wear everyday? chains
- would you vote for a woman president? if i think they'd be good for the job
- do you dream in black and white? i dunno
- what color nail polish do you wear? nope
- do you have dimples? i think i do
- do you remember being born? no thankfully
- why do you take surveys? this cuz i'm extreemly bored
- what hurts more, emotional or physical pain? emotional
- do you like your name? yea
- can you unwrap a starburst with your tongue? never tired, i think i can though
- who makes you happy? i'm sure u all know
- have you ever won any special awards? i'm a black belt in karate
- future goals?: becoming a better guitar player
- are you afraid that you'll never get married? i don't really care
- do you want kids? no kids suck
- what do you want to be when you grow up? something to do with music

i loves my gun loves my gun lol

2004-01-12T23:13:54Z

hey guys long time no update, well theres really not been much to talk about since things have been kinda shitty lately and i don't wanna keep dwelling on cuz it's pointless. but anyway friday sucked ass cuz i missed the hipv show i don't even wanna talk about that. saturday was pretty cool. work sucked as usual, after that i picked up static and we went driving around. we hung out with these girls sara and erin, really cool chicks. all in all it was a good night. sunday was alright. i drove around with sabrina but we had nothing to do lol. yea weekend wasn't that great but oh well hopefully next weekend will be better. today was cool. school went fast which is always good, after school i went to kenny's house and we took out his new golf. man that cars fucking cool, not as cool as mine though =D lol. yea i dunno lifes alright i guess. i dunno i just can't take some shit sometimes, hopefully things get better =/ yea i'm not gonna start complaining pointlessly so l8er

but she doesn't know i'll never leave her side

2004-01-08T20:36:23Z

hey guys, i'm bored so i thought i'd do a quick little update now lol. yea theres been way toooooooo much drama going around here lately and i've been kinda losing my mind over it, but i got myself under control now, and i'm feeling pretty good even though i can tell all this is far from over, but hopefully soon it will be and no one will be hurt further. school as been fucking terrable this week, thankfully its been going really quick. i can't believe it's thursday already. but still doesn't make up for being back in school. i have big tests coming up already it sux, i just wanna like quit school sometimes, but i don't feel like living on the street so i guess i have no choice oh well on a better note me and static hung out and drove around for a while last night. we stopped by the mall to get food and ended up runnning into niki which was pretty cool. so we all just walked around the mall for a while making jokes and shit. deffently cool. then me and static left. i was soooo happy to get out of my house and just calm down about all that shit that's been going on but i'm gonna try to keep it out of my head and think about all the good stuff like HIPV tomorro, oh man it's gonna be sick. ok i gotta get ready and stuff so i'm out later

i'll let u know just how much u mean to me

2004-01-04T20:46:26Z

these days just get better as they come. friday was pretty cool. me and kenny both worked till 7:30 and then we bolted to bloomfield ave to see nea play. they rocked out so hard, go show guys. yea the bands pretty much all sucked except for nea but that's alright cuz i got to see a lot of people i haven't seen in i dunno how long. it rules when everyone goes to those shows. i was kinda a dick that night, sorry about that i shouldn't have been stupid like that. but anyway the best part of the night had to be when me, kenny and dom where hanging out front and we see hidden in plain view walk by, it was so cool cuz they were like "hey guys what's up" they accutally remembered us, how fucking cool is that. after hanging out for a bit kenny was like yo let's go and i though yea y not so we left and desided to go to ruts hut, we called up nick and took him along with us. then out of boredom we went to blockbuster. after that i took everyone home and went to sleep lol. saturday was pretty cool. i worked for 8 hours but i wasn't so bad, deffently could've been worse. after that i picked up sabrina, samir, and jackie and we all went to the mall. lol yea i've been there way to many times oh well it's not like theres anything else to do. we hung out there for a bit and then we took jackie to see annie's road. she got pretty scared lol. then we rented american wedding and went back to sabrina's house to watch it. it was funnier than i remembered it being. yea so we all just hung out and messed around for a bit and then i had to take jackie home. it was a kick ass night we gotta all hang out again soon. well i got nothing left to say and i got work in like an hour so later

nights like these are never ending

2004-01-02T18:05:49Z

yea so it's 2004 and it really doesn't feel any different from 2003, but like it kinda does, but doesn't i dunno it's weird. i spent new years at iggy's house. it was pretty cool, nick, ally, dookie, carmen and her brother where there 2, i think some other people where there but i probably didn't know them so it's alright lol, but yea we all just hung out and shit, the best part of the night had to be when carmen's 10 year old brother was talking about the kama sutra lmfao, oh man priceless. then he was talking about gay guys and he said something like "they marry women to so they can wear there clothes" LOL!!! oh man that kid was hilarious. we left the party early cuz dookie had to get home and we went to get some drinks at his house. we left at like 12:30 or something i got home around 1. on new years day me and kenny went out driving, it was cool, blasting music and just driving around amlesly, we went to best buy and i got the spitalfield cd, and the early november cd both are amazing. after that we just drove around, kenny made me drive through verona and then we got on bloomfeild ave and just kept going straight, lol we ended up in montville i think lol, yea we got kinda lost but we found our way back to my house, we hung out there for a bit and then we picked up samir and went popping those big blow up things, oh man funny as shit. the we went to annie's road and just kept going straight and we ended up in paterson lol then we went back to samir's house to pick up sabrina and on the way we had a notebook with like penises drawn in it and we had other drivers look at it, one of them tried chasing me i was kinda scared but i got off the highway quick i'm lucky i know those back roads. so we picked up sabrina and we went back to annie's road cuz we had nothing better to do, when we got there i turned off my lights and i started swearving, oh man she got so scared, then i acted like i was gonna hit a cat which pissed her off, i wasn't gonna really hit it though, then we turned around and went back on the way back i was being a dick and swearving the car again, and when i was trying to get on 23 some asshole wouldn't let me get in and i almost crashed into a gard rail, that really scared sabrina, i'm sorry about that but no one got hurt so it's alright, then we went back to there house and hung out, adury stopped by and we all watched the drive thru dvd, till samir had to go to jackies so i took everyone where they needed to go and came home. all in all great fucking day, i hope the rest of 2004 is as good as that, well i've been talking to much so i'm out l8er

And swear this year will be better than the last

2003-12-31T20:58:29Z

happy new year everyone, yea this will be my last post of the year so i'm gonna try to make it a memorable one..... lmfao yea right that's not gonna happen so i'm not gonna even try. but theres only one thing i can say to describe this past year. fucking unpredicatable. this year was probably one of the best year s of my life, i did some really cool things, met some amazing people and just made the best i could out of this year. of course no year would be complete with out the fuck ups and trust me i had more than my share for this year as well. this year did have really low points for me that i don't even wanna begin to touch on, but the good things really do make up for the bad. deffently the best part of my year was this summer. i finally got to play shows, even though it wasn't my band i felt like i belonged up there and i serisouly can't wait until i find a band and get back up there. but all good things must come to an end and hopefully next year will have better things in store, well i hope u all have a great new years, go out and get fucked up that's what i'll be doing, well i'm out l8er

hey honey hold my hand and hope for heaven

2003-12-29T05:37:51Z

wow crazy fucking weekend, slightly repetive though. friday was pretty cool, after kenny got out of work we went to south side and got some food then we went back to my house and watched blowing for columbine. after that we went to sam goody to buy some cds and got lost cuz i didn't know what the fuck i was doing lol and kenny didn't either so that wasn't helping me, so after we figure out where we were lol we shot up to the mall where we did pretty much nothing lol, we went to some stores looked at shit and laughed and that was pretty much the whole night. saturday was pretty cool 2. i had work but got out a half and hour early which ruled. then at 6 i went over to static's house and hung out there for a bit, his new drum set is sick. then we shot up to the mall to meet up with sam and niki, it was pretty cool they shopped and we just followed them making jokes and laughing the whole way lol, they kept trying to get me to try on chick pants, i accutally have been thinking about getting a pair cuz there the tighest pants, but i dunno i'll think about it, and static kept telling me to try on some panties lol after we left the mall we went to guys and dolls to play pool but stopped after two games cuz we realized how bad we we're playing lol, then we went back to static's and hung out a bit, watched the drive thru dvd which rules, and i left at like 11:30 then i came home went online for a bit and then went to sleep. and today i woke up at like 11. then i picked up static around 1 and we went up to best buy for a bit where we ran into dana we talked for a bit, it was cool seeing her, after she left we went over to look at car audio cuz i wanna get a cd changer for my car i gotta check more stuff out though and see if i can get a better deal on stuff. then we went up 2 guitar center but we didn't stay long. after that we went to the mall again cuz we had nothing better to do. i saw these really fucking cool nike's there oh man i'm gonna buy them the next time i'm there and i think i'm gonna buy some new jeans cuz i need another pair of cool tight jeans. we ran into lui and mike c which was cool since i haven't seen them in a while. after that we left and went back to my house for a bit and then we picked up sabrina and went to ruts hut, oh man i haven't been there in so long and the food is soooooo fucking good, well i'll be able to go over the more often now which rules, so after that we went to sabrina's house to find out where to go or if sam could hang out with us, but that didn't happen so we went over to crawfords house and hung out there for a bit then when ashley got there we went to the tick tock dinner for pretty much no reason except that crawford was hungry after that we went back to crawfords house and just messed around cuz there was nothing else to do. static and crawford played true crime which was pretty funny watching people get shot up while the rest of us just stood around and laughed. it was alright kinda boring but at least i wasn't home. so that was pretty much my crazy weekend, driving is the fucking coolest thing in the world, i reall dunno what i did when i didn't drive but now it's pure freedom, well at least when i have that car, well neway i've talked too much and ur probably bored from reading this so i'm out l8er

it's christmas time again

2003-12-26T02:59:26Z

heeeeey guys, merry christmas. mines been pretty fucking good. yesturday was very cool as well, i drove over to sabrina's house to drop off her gifts and i convinced her to take a ride with me lol i hope i didn't scare her too much but it was fun, and then last night my cousins all came over and for once they were cool, well not all of them but most of them. my cousin tammy her husband is the coolest guy, he sings in a band called carbon sun, it's like a dashboard meets dave matthews kinda thing check them out there good. i got a bunch of money from my reletives i think about 200 bux, something in that area. that money is gonna be blown quickly cuz i think it's gonna be my insurance payment for like 2 months but oh well w/e. it was a cool night i wish all christmas eves were as fun as that one. then today i woke up around 10 and open presants i'll give u the run down of what i got

a shit load of new t-shirts i got a boys night out shirt, thursday, thrice and more

a from autumn to ashes hoodie

the boys night out - make yourself sick cd

the escape engine - celebrity role model cd

remembering never cd

curl up and die - unfortunatly we're not robots cd

cool water colonge

and a pac sun gift card

all in all not a bad christmas considering i bought most of the stuff online myself lol, well yea i think that's about it for 2day, l8er kids

somewhere beyond these unforgettable days

2003-12-24T03:35:09Z

hahahahah what now bitch, i got my fucking LICENSE. while most of u were in school today i was at the dmv waiting and waiting and waiting but it was soooo fucking worth it. ok yea i just noticed i'm being kinda an asshole and rubbing it in the faces of all unlicensed people. oh well it rules end of story. today i had to wake up at 6 cuz my dad wanted to be at the dmv by 7:30 so we got up there and i'll be honest i was nervous cuz well i always am but anyway the first thing the guy asks for is my birth cirtificate which for some reason my dad didn't bring so we have to drive all the way back home and i just waited around for like 2 hours for him to find it. he eventually found it well a copy of it we didn't even know if they'd except it but they did. the test was so fucking easy. i barely did a parellel park but i did all the other shit perfect. then i waited around forever for all that paperwork shit and that was it. then we had to pick up my grandmother so she can get an early start making all that good food i'll stuff my face with on christmas eve. then when we got home my dad checked all the insurance shit out and i was fine so i grabed those keys and i drove around for i don't even know how long. i came back for a little bit and then drove to work. on my break i went to bk and drove crazy to get back and i was only like 10 mins late. and then i just drove around for a bit than came back home all in all it was a fucking awesome day hopefully 2morro will be just as good =) l8er

now should i be shocked?

2003-12-21T05:45:01Z

oh man things have been just shit lately, well this week was pretty much a wasted one, monday and tuesday i did pretty much nothing, wednesday was cool me static adam and jose all hung out if was great, nothing but laughs all night, but i also wasn't feeling that great, and when i woke up on thursday i felt like absolute shit, i went to school neway but i couldn't take it past period 3 so i went home and pass out on my couch were i stayed for the next day as well lol. i didn't go to work once this week there gonna be pissed as hell at me but idc cuz if they give me shit i'll just tell them fuck u. they could fire me for all i care. so finally today i felt a little better but i couldn't do the full 8 hours of work so i called out yet again lol and just hung out all day, then at 6 i went to shop rite to pick up kenny and then we picked up nick and falce to go to the my chemical romance show. once we got there we ran into bill and a couple of his friends. we waited out in the freezing cold for i dunno how long, i swear i'm gonna get sick again but it was fun cuz we were all screwing around and stuff making assholes out of ourselves, and then we find out that my chemical romance isn't playing, i could've killed someone, i was soooooooo pissed, but we manged to sell all out tickets to random kids for 15 bux each so we only lost about 5 bux each, so after that we went to the commons cuz we're losers and have no where else to go and just laughed and did stupid shit, i can't say the night was a total lose though cuz i bought the bowling for columbine dvd gonna pop that thing in 2morro before i go to work, but yea this month has been shit for the most part but theres always my license test coming up on tuseday but with my luck i'm probably gonna fail that and christmas is a couple days away but i can't complain about that cuz i got some pretty cool shit this year, other than that this month sux balls, ok i'm done ranting now i'm just gonna go scream to mcr to get my anger out l8er

this is how to escape the horizon

2003-12-15T22:43:18Z

hmmmmm past couple days have been pretty uneventful, friday was pretty cool, after work me and kenny hung out at my house and watched the new drive thru dvd, that thing fucking rules. they got some really cool stuff on it, i'm probably gonna end up buying it cuz what other shit do i have to spend my money on. then saturday was alright i worked and then me and nick went to the commons and saw bad santa, that movie is sick, deffently worth the 9 bux, u all should go see it and laugh ur ass cheeks off. sunday was shit. it had to snow. which ruined another show. me, static, dom, penetti and i think owen were all supose to go to the hidden in plain view/early november show at krome but my parents were being assholes and then doms van was kinda fucked up one of the headlights was out and it keeps skidning or w/e so his dad wouldn't let him go either. man that show would've ruled soooooooo much but no of course i couldn't go, but oh well senses fail is supose to be playing on the 30th hopefully i'll be able to go and of course the My Chemical Romance show is on saturday i can't wait. and as of now i'm waiting for practice and i'm really bored, well i gotta go call up some people so i'm gone l8er

xouttheeyes0606 @ 2003-12-10T21:21:00

2003-12-11T02:22:07Z

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unleash the rage built up in my throat

2003-12-09T04:41:56Z

well my streak of great weekends has been broken. goddamn snow. it had to ruin my weekend as well as a lot of other peoples. well friday nothing changed for me cuz i worked. and saturday i work again for 8 and a half hours, and then went home. me and static were supose to hang out but my dad wouldn't give me a RIDE i sat in front of my tv for a bit looking for a good movie but nothing was on so i picked up my guitar and i started play around with stuff, it was good. i was able to let out a lot of steam. i just kept rocking out and screaming lol oh man it felt sooo good. and then after i was done ruining my throat i talked to annie on the phone till about 1:30 or so, it was hillarious lol. and then sunday of course i do nothing, well i did play on my guitar more, oh man i dunno what i'd do with out that thing it's the one thing that's always there for me no matter what. and then i went for another lovely 5 hours of work =(. yea the weekend sucked but today made up for it. today i learned that tickets where still on sale for the My Chemical Romance/MSI show omg it's gonna fucking rule, well just cuz mcr is playing lol so yea i'm buying a couple tix for myself and people, oh man i can't wait. and then tonight i went to rutherford to hang out at adams house with jose and we jammed a bit. adam is one sick guitarist, we where putting together this song he wrote, omg fucking crazy. it took us about a half hour all together to work on the song, and in between we watched jackass, we where all cracking up. all in all it was a good day, deffently cheered me up after such a sucky weekend, well i've run out of things to say so l8er

xouttheeyes0606 @ 2003-12-04T21:41:00

2003-12-05T03:00:30Z

How long do I last in bed? by DesideroAmor
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damn almost 7 hours that's a long time, i'm sure it'd be fun though ;)